People Hate Me

Aug 23
2013

Its seems that I often annoy people, although I certainly try not to.

I’m not sure why this is, perhaps I am just not a nice person and haven’t realised it yet?

I can be tough, and to survive in this world I have learnt or needed to be on occasions.

I have quite a few old friends that dislike me and often turn quite nasty with me.

I question why this keeps happening.

It’s happened with 3 of my oldest friends, 2 of which were very dear to me. (All Drag Queens)

I’ve moved on and live my life and make peace with the situation.

Good Friends give me reasons why this happens.

Jealousy * Envy * Hate * Growing Apart * Nothing in Common *Unhappiness

There are I assume many reasons.

One of the most common comments they say once they turn nasty is that I am plastic. I have had too much surgery, all of me is fake, I have a plastic vagina etc.

If you really know me I am an open book, I hide nothing of who I am, or what I have done or my physical transformation.

I see their comments as redundant and pointless. Like saying to a black man he has dark skin.

The next comments are I am up myself, No One likes me.  I’m not sure what to think about this.

I have many great friends (Non Drag) that I have known for decades so I know I am loved.

I don’t think I am up myself although people that don’t know the real Penny might think that.

But then it’s that simple they don’t know me, they only see what I want them to see on stage and on social media.

Again I go back to the fact that it’s the Friends that are old Showgirls that hate me with a passion…

Strange.

Life is Strange, Hate is Strange.

In the last Decade I have lost my both Parents and over 8 family members. One thing I know life is way too short.

I refuse to let these people take any more of my thoughts.

To those people that dislike me, I wish you Love and I hope you find happiness.

Penny.

2 Responses to “People Hate Me”

  1. Rosie says:

    The Iconic Penny Clifford

    Penny you are so upfront & honest with everything I can’t believe people that know you cannot love you for this quality.

    The “fake bits” are the physical substance required to realise the beauty of your soul, so they can never be a bad thing Lovely.

    You, Ms Penny are the amazing, amazonian, and Iconic beauty who cares too much.

    Put your head up, straighten your back, push out those amazing boobs and glide away in a swathe of chiffon & glitter girlfriend.

  2. mark says:

    miss penny, i don’t know you but from what little i have gathered from your post, you seem very likable and friendly. you are open, honest, and you appreciate those you have in your life. you also realize that life is too short for such unfortunate petty squabbles. overall miss penny, you seem very real to me. i am sorry that there are those who have moved out of your life but they must not have been good enough for someone as nice as you. i’m sure you will make and keep the friends you deserve! have a great day!

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